Quite a while. I'm getting lazy with this thing. Again. Should make sure I don't get lazy with it again. I like this blog, and it's pretty cool.
Anyway... I feel pretty down at the moment. Just do. Kinda know why, kinda don't, but it's not nice. I dislike it, greatly. Basically, I'm pretty fed up with humanity at the moment. I keep hearing stuff, and seeing stuff, that just makes me question people in general. Why would people do certain things? How do people have such messed up views on things? Why do people ALWAYS put themselves first? It's ridiculous. Stupid, even. And I don't understand it at all. It's truly getting to me these days, and I don't like that it is. Usually I'm a happy, upbeat person. These days, I'm starting to lose that. I'm getting annoyed much more frequently, smaller and smaller things irritate me, and I wish I knew why that was. Probably the only reason I'm writing this right now is so I can have some sort of outlet for it, that isn't Facebook. I could just go and moan on Tumblr for ages, but that's lame. Anyway, I'm just annoyed at myself these days, and I want it to stop before I start taking it out on others. It could be sleep patterns, it could be games, it could just be the fact that I have the most horrible eating habits on the planet these days, but no matter what, I need to stop it. I really need to get my life back on track, so I can return to being my normal self. I need to stop overthinking everything, stop getting annoyed at everything, stop being so ridiculously lazy. I just need to change.
Lord, I just need motivation. I need You.
