Do I come across as happy? Do people see me and think I've got it all going for me?
I don't know. Maybe.
Some people say they can never imagine me to be sad.
But it happens.
Honestly though. I'm so confused right now.
2012 has been a tough year. Really hard.
Stuff hasn't gone as planned.
I have no clue what's going on anymore.
And everything that could spiral out of control seems to be doing so.
Oh, and to top it all off, turns out my life may be in for an interesting change.
One that will stick with me.
Forever.
And I don't know what to feel about this.
I don't know what to do.
Honestly, I don't.
I just have to sit back and pray that God knows what's going on.
That He can reveal to me why this has happened.
Because I need answers.
Truly, I do.
Monday, May 28, 2012
Sunday, May 6, 2012
Our wonderful world...
So yeah, I've managed to completely neglect this thing for a good 3 months now. Probably because I've had so much other stuff going on that I've just not had the time to check it.
And write here.
But meh, time to return to the world of blogging.
HELLO!
Remember me? I don't. It's been a while. You all been good? That's good. I've been ok. It's been interesting. And this is what I've discovered about the world over the past few months.
This world is crazy. It's broken. It's sad. And it's full of stuff which just isn't right. At all. About 2 weeks ago now, me and a group of friends went up to the city on a Friday night, just to wander and talk to random people. We ended up speaking with a few cool people at a free hot drink place, then spent a good hour or two chilling with a bunch of drunk kiwi kids, just talking about life, while playing some guitar. I knew prior to this that the city on a Friday night, or any given night really, was a horrible place, full of who knows what. Seeing it first hand actually made me sad though. How has society gotten that bad?
Anyway, that wasn't the point of this blog. I'm just going off tangent cause I can. Cause what is written here is COMPLETELY WHAT I WANT TO GO HERE! Muahahahaha!
What I was going to say though, is that this world seems to always be willing to knock you down at any possible chance. It's happened numerous times this past month. Things have come up, stuff has happened, one thing after another, and it just piles right on, getting worse and worse. Like all these commas. But yeah, I've learnt over the past few months that you've just got to keep pushing, no matter what.
You can get knocked down, but it's easy to get back up again. Especially knowing that God is behind you every single step of the way. Knowing that makes life a lot easier. It's one of the few things that's kept me going. Just knowing that God doesn't give you a challenge you can't handle, it's made this whole life experience bearable.
It's been a crazy few months. It's been one of those months where, once I feel like I'm on my feet again, I get knocked back down again. But, no matter what, I'll always have someone with me, to help me get back up again, and to carry me when it's needed.
And I love that He's there for me. No matter what.
And write here.
But meh, time to return to the world of blogging.
HELLO!
Remember me? I don't. It's been a while. You all been good? That's good. I've been ok. It's been interesting. And this is what I've discovered about the world over the past few months.
This world is crazy. It's broken. It's sad. And it's full of stuff which just isn't right. At all. About 2 weeks ago now, me and a group of friends went up to the city on a Friday night, just to wander and talk to random people. We ended up speaking with a few cool people at a free hot drink place, then spent a good hour or two chilling with a bunch of drunk kiwi kids, just talking about life, while playing some guitar. I knew prior to this that the city on a Friday night, or any given night really, was a horrible place, full of who knows what. Seeing it first hand actually made me sad though. How has society gotten that bad?
Anyway, that wasn't the point of this blog. I'm just going off tangent cause I can. Cause what is written here is COMPLETELY WHAT I WANT TO GO HERE! Muahahahaha!
What I was going to say though, is that this world seems to always be willing to knock you down at any possible chance. It's happened numerous times this past month. Things have come up, stuff has happened, one thing after another, and it just piles right on, getting worse and worse. Like all these commas. But yeah, I've learnt over the past few months that you've just got to keep pushing, no matter what.
You can get knocked down, but it's easy to get back up again. Especially knowing that God is behind you every single step of the way. Knowing that makes life a lot easier. It's one of the few things that's kept me going. Just knowing that God doesn't give you a challenge you can't handle, it's made this whole life experience bearable.
It's been a crazy few months. It's been one of those months where, once I feel like I'm on my feet again, I get knocked back down again. But, no matter what, I'll always have someone with me, to help me get back up again, and to carry me when it's needed.
And I love that He's there for me. No matter what.
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