Oh hello world!

Do I come across as happy? Do people see me and think I've got it all going for me?
I don't know. Maybe.
Some people say they can never imagine me to be sad.
But it happens.

Honestly though. I'm so confused right now.
2012 has been a tough year. Really hard.
Stuff hasn't gone as planned.
I have no clue what's going on anymore.
And everything that could spiral out of control seems to be doing so.

Oh, and to top it all off, turns out my life may be in for an interesting change.
One that will stick with me.
Forever.
And I don't know what to feel about this.
I don't know what to do.
Honestly, I don't.

I just have to sit back and pray that God knows what's going on.
That He can reveal to me why this has happened.
Because I need answers.

Truly, I do.